My first post in 3 weeks. The holidays i guess are reaching the boring period whereby the initial excitement wears off and things come to a standstill. My wallet has a big hole. The main culprit "transport" beeps every so frequently. Now before this becomes a whine post, Iet's move on.
I received my exam results a couple of days back. A 3.51 GPA, the same as last semester. I'm not sure how I should feel. I didn't improve or "deprove" which kinda means that I wasted 1 semester totally doing nothing. I only thought of 2 possible scenarios, if my GPA went down, I'd probably be more motivated to do better next semester, fear is a very good motivation. If my GPA went up, I'd know that I did this semester right, balancing play and work. But the damn thing did not move, not even a freaking decimal. I don't know where my strengths and weaknesses are. An average for almost all the subjects. A jack of all trades, a master of none? For now, I guess I'll have to be content with the figures. 0315 for 4D anyone? it could be a sign!

The sleepless nights are coming back for some reason. This indescribable  feeling that I've somehow drowned out with work back then is coming back and I don't like it. I can't discern what exactly it is though.

Nonetheless, there's the very high possiblity of a japan trip during december planned by the school and I'm going. Finally, something to look forward to!